| SUPPER AT EMMAUS
TOURISTS in 1995
Dublin at Easter time,
And we are heart-sick travelers
Passing the General Post Office
On O’Connell and Henry
Remembering Padraig Pearse
And the 1916 uprising.
Soon we wander into a museum
And into another time and place,
Face to face with Jesus at Emmaus,
Serene in chiaroscuro,
Blessing the bread.
Cleophas and maybe Luke,
Aflame with love and astonishment,
Hear their Lord and Master
Intone the “Baruch Atah.”
Were not our hearts burning within us,
Seared by this moment
Of blinding, burning faith?
FIRST MILE
We could be
Walking along today,
In war-torn Judea,
I an Arab, you a Jew,
With a certain stranger
from Jenin Refugee Camp
Who explains that these things
had to happen.
A young girl had to blow herself up,
It was written,
Koran, Allah, teachers
garbage, dead uncle,
old deed to our land,
And we have nothing.
They have the Lexus,
We have the dead olive tree……
Were not our hearts burning,
were we not yearning
for peace, enough water, less stench?
SECOND MILE
We talked of Medina, Mecca, Hejira,
Exodus, captivity, the Sinai,
Abraham our common father.
Were not our hearts burning within?
And the stranger spoke softly
of the DNA of the soul,
all matched up among us,
Shalom, salaam, pax.
We had not heard it this way
in Torah schul, in Koran recitation,
Allah the Merciful, the Compassionate,
Adonai my Shepherd.
THIRD MILE
Our sadness as we came along
From peace talks---
we had high hopes:
no more suicide bombs,
no more tanks,
no more checkpoints,
a return of respect,
a forgetting of the ’48 War
the ‘67
the ‘73
were not our hearts burning.
FOURTH MILE
We sat down at the well of Jacob.
Were we not both children of Jacob?
Even Samaritans?
Was the water here sacred?
Was all water?
Was all life?
Was all DNA sacred?
Were not our hearts burning?
Was not Jenin burning?
Was not Ramallah burning?
Was not Netanya aflame with hatred
At the Seder suicide bombing?
FIFTH MILE
We journeyed on.
The stranger listened
to our story
to our argument
And intoned the Koran
the call to prayer:
“Allah the Mighty, the Merciful One,
Allah the Giver of Gifts---
Give peace to us;
We are Jewish,
We are Muslim,
We are at your table;
Are not our hearts on fire
for your justice,
For your mercy,
For your peace?”
Were not our hearts burning within us?
SIXTH MILE
How can I love the killer of my mother,
the thief of my apricot orchard,
the ravager of my sister’s house?
How can I love the terrorist
who hated me from before I was born,
Who pursued me in Auschwitz and
Buchenwald and Dachau,
Who fired the Krupwerke ovens
and scattered my bones
in ashes to the wind?
Were not our hearts burning
with the righteous fire of vengeance,
with the holy flames of jihad?
But the Stranger gave us a fig to eat,
some water; he looked deep into our
bloodshot, smoke-filled eyes.
Were not our hearts aflame
with a thousand fires?
SEVENTH MILE
We walked in silence.
It was afternoon,
no shade, no trees,
hot sun, hot thoughts
Of all the years
all the death,
all the slain family.
We simmered inside
like a pot of lamb on the fire,
no relief.
We had to feel the fire.
We could not leave it.
We wanted the hatred.
We wanted the killing.
We yearned for the vengeance.
Truly our hearts were burning within us.
The Stranger intoned “Baruch atah Adonai,”
“Blessed are you Lord God of all the Universe,”
And he began the psalm of brotherhood:
“How sweet and pleasant it is
where brethren dwell in unity.
It is like the precious oil
Flowing down the beard of Aaron.”
Oil---black gold,
Global politics,
Twin Towers
where all the money from the oil ended up.
Were not our hearts burning
Like an oil-well fire in Kuwait,
When Saddam Hussein left in anger.
What dark hatred was it
that started 700 fires
on the black gold?
Were not the Iraqui hearts burning?
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EIGHTH MILE
We journey on,
speak of Gaza,
remember Fustat,
and Saladin,
The Crusades,
the final battle in Galilee,
Past triumphs on both sides,
Nablus, Ramallah,
Baruch atah, blessed are you
Creator of the wheat.
We are hungry on our journey.
We are burning with hunger.
Our hearts are aflame.
Our anger has given way to hunger.
Our blood-shot eyes are dazed
with the light of the sun.
ARRIVAL
The Stranger is not tired,
He wants to journey on.
He will not wait.
He says:
“Your Koran and your Torah
Fill you with blessings.
Eat your bread together,
Read your holy writings,
Listen with your heart,
And you will know
you are brothers.
You eat at the same table,
the same bread.
We begged the Stranger
not to go.
He wrapped his turban
round his head
And made as if to go,
While we stood confused
at the crossroad,
Longing for the inn,
the food,
the drink,
the repose,
our hearts within us burning.
But we could not take our eyes
off the Stranger.
we begged him to stay
to dine,
to talk with us.
We saw in his eyes
All the smoke and fire,
All the explosions,
the grief,
the anguish,
and the pity,
the burning heart of pity
For the black bodies,
the stench
of Auschwitz,
of Netanya,
of Jenin,
of Jerusalem, city of peace.
We begged him to talk more,
to dine with us,
to break bread.
His eyes, worlds of wisdom,
smiled at us,
scowled at us;
Our hearts were on fire.
“Tell us,” we said,
“tell us what will happen.”
“My brothers,” he said
in Arabic and in Hebrew,
“Do not be afraid.
Nothing is lost.
All will be restored.
If earth becomes a nuclear desert
And all die,
We will find one another,
We will see the one Paradise,
And your burning hearts
cannot imagine
What music is there,
what fragrance is there.”
THE MEAL
And our hearts burned
as we ate his words.
He led us to the hospice,
We sat down,
He broke the bread
and blessed Adonai-Allah.
With a deep moan he sang
and begged a blessing on us,
and told us to eat
to drink,
to talk,
to joke
to dance,
to love,
to dream dreams,
to see visions,
to go back to Jerusalem
And live like brothers
And eat bread together forever.
And were not our hearts burning within us?
Did not the hunger fade away
as we ate and drank?
Did not the hatred slowly turn to anger,
and then to thoughtfulness,
and on to the quiet chemistry
of contemplation?
As we ate bread
and satisfied our thirst,
Our past was still our past,
Our families were still dead,
and Jenin was still in ruins.
Yet if our hearts can burn within us
At a vision of Paradise together,
Why not seize that vision now,
Why not grasp the future,
Let go of the past?
DEPARTURE
The stranger left us,
vanished from our sight,
and we hurried back to Jerusalem,
each to our own sector.
We tried to tell our vision,
but no one would listen.
We could change nothing,
yet we were forever changed,
Because we allowed our hearts
to blaze with blessing.
We stood by the fire
and felt the hot flame
of brother/sisterhood,
Let our eyes fill with smoke
and be nearly blind,
And we will never be the same,
For our hearts will ever burn within us.
Pat Stevens
Easter 2002
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